Dominic.
It is nice that you have found this site, but to be honest I don't think this is the right site to ask such questions. But feel free to look at the views people have on this site have.
There maybe someone on this site who can point you in the right direction, and I am sure they will show you the necessary respect.
Whatever you find out on this subject make sure you compare the results of what JWs believe to what others believe. This is a right you have and nobody can take it away from you.